So school started like two months ago and I've been so busy with everything that I haven't had time to write a post, so I'm doing it now while my best friend orders V for Vendetta. Anyways... This is my junior year of high school and I have so much going on. I'm taking AP US History, AFJROTC, Physical Science Honors, English 3 Honors, and Algebra 2 Honors. On top of the homework for those classes, I have 3 clubs I'm in. So it's a lot going on, but I still have time to spend with my friends, family, and to crush on guys, of course. One of those guys being my now current boyfriend who shall not be named.... No he's not Voldemort. But he is amazing and great and I love him for who he is. :)
Oh wow... Sorry for getting so off track with my ranting. I originally wrote this post to let you guys all know about how you can be yourselves, your true selves, and be so much happier. I know it's hard and that probably doesn't make sense, but allow me to explain. For awhile I cared so much about what other people thought of me, how I should act, how I think they think I should act, and how who I needed to become, I had no fun whatsoever in life. So I finally stopped myself one day and asked, "Why am I allowing people to change me and make me someone I'm not? I'm not happy being this person. This person isn't me." And that was that. From there on out, I stayed away from all of the bad influences in my life. I stopped caring what people think of me. I stopped being fake. I was me again. And I'm so much more happier. I can be weird and strange and random, but also serious and smart and level-headed. I'm me again. Now you go and be you.
If you already are your true self 24/7/365 then you deserve an award and a round of applause! Good job for staying true to your colors. If you aren't then that's okay. Just take my advice and go back to being you. If people are changing you because they don't like who you are then they aren't true friends or people themselves.
Anyways. I gotta go. Got stuff to think about and do.
Until next time, live long and prosper. :)
